WHAT A WISH

i wish i had a mom
i got a mother instead
oh ... what the heck
i don't hate her no more.

there were times i got stoned
seeing stars and heaven in my head
its ok, i feel happy
laughing at my own idiosyncrasy.

i was a rebellious SOB
everything around me was wrong
i am not drunk
i'm just an ungrateful idiot.

cigarettes is my commodity
something i cannot live without
oh crap .... isn't it an irony
burning my own life to death

i wish i had a mom
i got a mother instead
oh jolly ... life is good
i feel love and loved.