SABTU

new look, same old me ... oh sod it!!!

been quite a while since the last time gua lepak dgn the boys. too damn tired to sembang and look around for the buah2an. that being said, i do miss these gobloks companionship. we've been around for 24 fucking years!

am supposed to be at the office to finalize our presentation on monday, but hey.... a holiday is a holiday, work can wait. leisure is mine. the ultimo prize for a crazy week that was. old age seems to catch up with me now. penat weh ........ what more with my stiff neck, too much computer i guess. luckily, my beautiful wife bought me a new chair.

guess too much anger is also taking its toll on me. as usual, i keep them bottled up within me. this is the only place for me to lash out, freely. without giving a shit about it. tak yah nak risau i will hurt other's feelings. writing is a cure. it is my anger therapy. quite good eh? i don't have to pay a fortune to a nut, yang akan nasihat gua how to deal with my anger. why should somebody else tells me how i should deal with myself?

dan bila kau menghilang, musnahlah musnah impian untuk menggapai bintang .... hahaha. lagu anak2 ikan yg perasan they are mat sallehs. sebut perkataan melayu dgn slang. pukimak korang!!!!!

terangi hidupku ku mahu kau tahu engkaulah destinasiku dalam ingatanku .... podahhhhh!!!!